[source]This has been on my mind for so long... the future hubster (yes, "hubster." It's my word my for "husband". Don't ask, I just thought it was cool). I wonder about him a lot... going crazy wondering if we've never met before or if I already know who he is. Do you ever think about your guy? Maybe wonder what he looks like...talks like...WHO HE IS! Or is all this just me? Somebody...is this just Emma?
I made a list once and finally wrote it down while my friend and I thought about our future hubsters. We both decided that above all the other things we wanted was for him to love God. If he didn't love God, I don't know what I would do. One thing I look forward with him is serving God together. I mean, c'mon. Serving God together. It doesn't get much better than that. :) But wouldn't that be amazing? Ahhhh....so amazing.
There are definitely other things...like, he's gotta be gorgeous! That's just required. Honestly, I hope he has dimples when he smiles. That is all I ask!!!!! [imaging his smile] I'm dead.
Do you ever think about your dream guy? Maybe? You know, there's a guy out there for you. Maybe he's even thinking about you right now. Don't get lost with a guy who doesn't cherish you for you. Your perfect guy is out there...you just got to look for him sometimes.
Emma
I'm twenty-two. I've been walking with Christ for 3 years now and it wasn't until the end of last year that I really started liking another guy at church. He is taller than me but by no means the status-quo "gorgeous". He isn't anything status-quo actually. But his heart to serve our lord, to stay faithful, to be in HIS presence, to evangelize and see others come to Jesus... His heart is the most beautiful thing... And I am deeply in LIKE with this guy..
ReplyDeleteBut the Lord has definitely stripped me of this DREAM guy, dream life that I used to have. The Lord has really opened my eyes and given me this desire to be with a man that GOD has set apart for me to bring GLORY to the Lord with. And that really sets my heart aflame and I often wonder if we will be missionaries. If we will have children who don't speak english as their first language and if I will be a woman worthy of being on His arm...
Sorry for the long post. Your blog is lovely. I love when women are real and share their hearts. I love talking to women about God. So yeah. Forgive me for the long carried response. I hope it made sense.
oh, btw. Me and that guy are not in a relationship. We're just friends. And yeah I am praying that GOD removes the feelings so I can go back to not being awkward around this guy. ha ha It really makes for awkward moments.
I want Gods best more than I want a relationship and I really would rather not get married ever than settle for an awesome guy who isn't GODS best for me ya know?
♥CheChe
CheChe!! I love your comments. :) Thanks so much for taking the time to stop by. :) I know how you feel! I've liked guys before but then they don't have the same feelings for me. So then everything ends up awkward. I mean, REALLY awkward. Lately, I've been just asking Jesus to remove these feelings...or more like "untangle" them. I've been asking God to just fill me up with his love. Real love. High-quality love that he wants to pour down on you and me and everyone. I just really want to be so deep in Jesus that when a guy does come around, the right, dreamy guy, that he'll have to go deeper in God's heart to find mine.
DeleteWe got this, CheChe. :) We got this.
Love this :)
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